I have been struggling to type up or speak up- since this tablet has a voice keyboard thingy- but I can't seen to finish anything. Whether it be that I loose words or that I fall asleep... something just keeps getting in the way. This week has been very stressful. Generally I would describe myself as a pretty stress free person but this past week I have felt 'off.'  I do the best I can to make that best of every situation but there are days where it just feels like I can't even tread water. I get so overwhelmed and lost in my head and that scary. Try imagining your most vivid dream you ever had.... Now imagine waking up thinking you are legitimately in that dream.... Or lets say maybe youre waking through the grocery and some triggers it and all the sudden your dream is overlayed on what you're already seeing. I fall asleep during task you so I?d never imagine possible.... Lets just say its scary and bothersome when your husbandcasks if I remember last night or was I asleep.