Most nights I toss and turn and dream. I can remember almost every time I rolled over because each of those times I woke up. The last few nights however have been awful! It seem as if when I have nightmares- like horrific wish you could un-see it dreams- I move less. Plus I have a worse time waking from them. I get lost in my head. Some times I hear the alarms I have set, and I may "stir" when I hear them but in the time it takes to stir my dreams grab me and pull me back in. I suppose if I want to try to look on the bright side.... I get to finish my dreams most of the time. Then there is the occasion where my body is awake and my head is awake but all I can see is my dream.... those are the times I 'wake' screaming, kicking, punching, scared for my life or the life of my husband and children.
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