I realize it has been a while. I have no reason. I could say priorities or my narcolepsy or any number of other things. I find myself the last few days in an interesting bout of reflection and searching. I realized that I may know soo many people but I really don't have many friends. I have to make so much of an effort to maintain the relationships with the friends that I do have. I feel like if I were to just drop the ball then I wouldn't have those friendships. Facebook is nice but at the same time it is a good excuse not to be involved in other people's lives. We watch the videos posted and like their posts and think that is enough to maintain the friendship. I have been on this track of self change for a while. It has been difficult because it forces me to look at what I think and the why behind it. I have realized that I am gravely misinformed. I am so unaware of the tragedy that so many people around me go through. I realized that my actions actually have little effect on the world around me. My insignificance has become a significant aspect of my mindset. I am not positive that this is the best thing to ponder on but it is what I do. We look around our lives and think about how much power we have... it is a joke! We have no power. Our choices have little effect on the world. We get these bright ideas that we will be the one to enact a major change in the life of someone we know. Some of us are bold enough to think we will actually change the world. I am sorry to tell you but individually we can do nothing. The world was created by one Man but that one Man is God... we are not. It is arrogant of us to think that alone we can do a single thing. Even myself, I thought I would begin this blog and give a voice to narcolepsy but no.... I don't even think anyone has really even read through my posts. Definitely no one has commented. By myself I am just that. By My Self. I have no impact. No sway over the ebb and flow that we call life.
BUT
when you add in a few more people... that is when my actions become not just mine but a group... that group.... that body of people can do things that no one person can do! We are better together. We were designed uniquely for relationships. A people of passion and a capacity to reach so high. Together one dream is no longer limited... it is expanded into something unrecognizable. Generally we compliment each other in a way that makes a complete picture. A finished product.
A beautiful orchestration of effort, sweat, blood, tears, and life.
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