Do you ever find yourself in a perpetual state of tired. I feel like I have been there for the past two and a half months..... big changes in medication and stupid insurance companies have seen to that. The issue.... or my issue is that life didn't stop. I still have two children that I must care for and a husband that I seem to argue with more than anything else.... Oh yeah then there are my adult children as I have come fond of calling them..... thank you to my unnamed client for dubbing them as such! It is the perfect name. How do you parent people who are by all legal ramifications are considered adults.... does the age alone actually qualify you as an adult. I feel like this is not the case.... or maybe I should say it SHOULD not be the case. In order to be an adult I would think that you must have some level of understand that the world in all fact DOES N OT REVOLVE around you in any way shape or format. Then I think there must be some sort of understanding that when you do something it has consequences..... ooooooo oh no..... I used a bad word...... CON SE QUENCE
every single action we take has a fall out, this may be good or it may be bad. You never can tell what it may be..... holy moley it might actually produce both! geez...... I digress really just doesn't cover it with that bunny trail.......
back to the point. you see I have this sister, let's call her K, and she is dating this guy that is actually older than my husband...... my sister is 8 years younger than myself--who is five years younger than my husband.... you do the math.... no matter how you make our ages you should still see the difference in K's age and the boy friend's is significant. Most people would run just at the mere thought of such an age difference but my sister gets to justify it with the fact that our mother and father were 31 years apart in age..... ahhhhh the chaos of life.... it is really crappy at times..... then not so much. I struggle with this. My father taught me what I should look for in a boyfriend and husband but I do not think he was able to has this same sort of conversation with my little sister before he passed away...... every single time that I talk to her she does the EXACT opposite of what I suggest or deem as correct or right. I don't know what to do about it..... I take that back.... I do know what to do and I have done it to an extent..... pray...
then of course there is my adult son.... I know I am a woman but these conferences with him are always so very challenging. I may want to see where God would have me..
every single action we take has a fall out, this may be good or it may be bad. You never can tell what it may be..... holy moley it might actually produce both! geez...... I digress really just doesn't cover it with that bunny trail.......
back to the point. you see I have this sister, let's call her K, and she is dating this guy that is actually older than my husband...... my sister is 8 years younger than myself--who is five years younger than my husband.... you do the math.... no matter how you make our ages you should still see the difference in K's age and the boy friend's is significant. Most people would run just at the mere thought of such an age difference but my sister gets to justify it with the fact that our mother and father were 31 years apart in age..... ahhhhh the chaos of life.... it is really crappy at times..... then not so much. I struggle with this. My father taught me what I should look for in a boyfriend and husband but I do not think he was able to has this same sort of conversation with my little sister before he passed away...... every single time that I talk to her she does the EXACT opposite of what I suggest or deem as correct or right. I don't know what to do about it..... I take that back.... I do know what to do and I have done it to an extent..... pray...
then of course there is my adult son.... I know I am a woman but these conferences with him are always so very challenging. I may want to see where God would have me..
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